Joining this site has been a very unexpected journey. When I realized that this was a place to express my interest in ENF/ENM, I joined expecting to indulge only that fantasy. Now seeing the multitude of wonderful and bizarre interests of the people around me here, I find myself getting caught up in them. Seeing things I once thought were strange, in s new, more sensual light, changing me, letting it creep into my real life.
So now I'm left with the question, did the exposure change me, or were these desires hiding in me all along?